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Name: shana
Country: United States
State: California
Gender: Female
Interests: well, i think that i am interesting
Expertise: i am not presumptuous enough to say i have an expertise.
haha i said presumptuous. i think using that word makes one especially presumptuous. especially if one misspells it. but i don't think i did...
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AIM:  Fancypants286
Member Since:
3/16/2004
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| ok. i am done. i am fucking done with this. just leave me the fuck alone. all this shit. fuck.
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| people are weird. every time i see people, i feel weird. everytime i see people, i think, oh this will be fun. and then its not as fun, and i feel super weird. fuck.
so yeah, lifes been fantastic. aahaaaaa. yes, really it has. school works comin along, even tho the quarter already ended. ok, actually, to tell you the truth, i do not enjoy school. but i do not enjoy outside of school either. so i am basically not enjoying.
and then everyones like, oh no everyones soooo emo, omg. or oh no, everyones mad at each other, omg. but frankly i dont think i care all that much. i dont care if you think i look emo, and i dont care if u think my room is too "pottery barn". i mean honestly woman, why should those things be important, even if they werent meant as anything. watever watever.
i dont have any funny anecdotes to share. i dont have any pearls of wisdom to bestow.
catch me on a better month.
oh, and i dont care if u think im dumb for watching some anime, because i enjoy it. u can keep your silly little john cusack movies, bah.
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| i LOOOOVEEEE the cd mikey gave me with the portuguese guy singing
it is making me happppppy. and i am glad that i dont know what he
is saying because that might very well ruin it. he goes dee doo
dee dee shlababa shababa sheey goo goo yesh moo moo. it is
sooooooo yummy it almost sounds like hebrew at times and this one song
sounds like this one jewish song that i know this is making me so
mellowed out i dont feel like hitting anything except my dumb computer
because it is being slow. its like it has a 5 second delay to
censor me just in case, except ten seconds and its annoyyying me.
but the portuguese makes me better
ok so i finally ate the cookies i baked last week. i had some
help of course. from pappas sherene and mikey too and of course
got that milk too. mmmmmt they were perfectoooo
if ive said it once, ive said it a bazillion and three times.
straightfowardness is the best thing to do. because beating
around the bush will only anger me because it shows that you have
something to hide/be ashamed of/know is wrong. ok, avoiding
confrontation is one thing, but if it happens, accept it and meet it
head on. i can deal with that. i can not deal with
avoidance of truth. uuuughhhh.
i really like the song where portuguese man is like, chuh chuu chuu. it is so happppppppyyyy.
I LOVE NETFLIX. i would become a nun/priestess of the church /temple of netflix if there were such a thing...
ok i dont really want to talk to you. because you wont know what
im talking about. so i will talk about hmm something else
today at jew school scott levin gave me a wasabi pea. it was rather hot
and spicy. mmmmm steamy. aaaaahahahhaaahahaa. but
anyway, we had a nice little talk and i inflated his ego. and
then later keithland told me that he and this other guy had a wasabi
pea eating contest, and keithardo won. i was oh so very
proud. he said he cried. because of the hotness of the
peas, not the fact that he won. i love my jewish friends.
but bear in mind, not all jews are as fantastic as this one.
there is this one guy in particular who is sooooooooo obnoxoius i want
to smack him with the back of my hand. or maybe ill lick my hand and
then slap him caus mikey said that hurts extra much. ooooh we
were talking about karl marx and i made all these good comments.
usualy the teacher greg matza will be like, no youre wrong , you suck,
but i was RIGHT! aaahaha four out of four times. i like,
outlined all the main concepts for the rest of those dumb self
righteous bastards in that class and i was on
FIiiiFFFFFFiiiiirrrrrrrrreeeee ::wiggles fingers::
so hmm.
ponder this.
maybe you can get four out of four and be on ffffiirrrreee too, but
first i will compile a list of my most famous and meaningful quotes and
you guys can all form a class to analyze them and how fantastic they
are. because i am fantastic. and i have fantasies too you
know. the other night i had this really poignant dream that
involved a laser gun battle in like, pueblo place/ star wars desert
planet minus the aliens and plus laurence fishburn and the rest of the
ppl from the matrix except keanu reeves cause hes annoying while theyre
in zion or whaterener. and the sky was really blue and cloudless and
the pueblo was really dusty and my team/side was really cool.. and
there were people i know there too, but i will not mention them because
many might find it weird that the person was in my ppueblo dream
reloading my laser gunness and fighting for freedom or watever by my
side.
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| there i changed the pic cause people said i looked like i had a black eye, not that i looked azn. sigh oh well. one of these days il get my good azn pic up here, then youll all see. ahahaaaaaaa
well last nights show was actually really good and a lot of fun. i was impressed, i guess theyve been practicing a lot a lot. so good job laddies.
night frisbee was fun too, except i rarely got thrown to. its amazing how even now guys are still sexist in their assumptions about girls frisbee skills.
um my parents are assholes. seriously. they are. i think theyd cloister me if we were catholic and if i wouldnt then KILL MYSELF. but in the mean time they are doing all they can to emulate that sort of environment for me. i dont think they realize how utterly easy it would be for me to do all the things they dont want me to. its incredibly easy. what they dont seem to understand is that I dont want to. and that they shouldnt worry that i do and will. because i wont, unless its just to spite them. but that would be a dumb thing to do. they dont give me credit where it is due. sometimes i tell myself, ok then shana become a stoner/whore. fail all of your classes. make what they think is the truth into a reality. but then that would fuck things up for me, so screw them. if they want to make me perpetually pissed off, well theyve succeeded. because all of these bullshit arbitrary rules arent fending off some adolescent disaster, oh no, they are only causing me to lose respect for my parents. my parents deserve respect, so it saddens me that i cant respect their dumb parenting decisions that make no sense.
oh and i wont even get started about the parenting gap regarding me and davida. she is the meanest person i know and gets away with it. all she gets is yelled at and my parents willl call that dealing with it. i get a letter sent home saying i was tardy five times to bio this semester and i get fucking grounded.
AAAUURuRURRuuUUUUEEERRRRRRGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGHHHHGGHGHHHHHHH
ack.
shit i have my STUPID STUPID STUPID english speech that i have to memorize and present tomorrow - all ten minutes of it - and i havent even finished revising the god damn manuscript, let alone start memorizing it. this is the most god-forsaken assignment ever.
hmm i am a tad parched. perhaps i shall pour myself a tall glass of PROOZIE JUICE!
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| this is the first time i have ever used the library computer para xanga because it is block day and i am really bored and have like another hour to go. thism keyboard's spacekey is fucked up! aaarchhgkk its really frustrating. i am sitting next toshane martIIN. he islooking at sexy cars, and describing theone he wants. It sounds like a pumpkin the way hes describing it. Shane also likes chihuahuas and long skateboard rides on the beach at sunset.
the compy im on says "low radiation", which means that it is infact giving off radiation. ACKKK I MIGHT GROW ANOTHER HEAD!
yesterday i watched donniedarko. it was enjoyable. and then i watched episodes 5-7 of Trigun. that was also enjoyable. except i think i was supposed to wait to watch it con matteo. oops.
haha shane made a xanga. wow how dumb. his page title is penis monkeys.
ok this keyboard is so frustratingly annoying. Ack.
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So Long Marianne
By Leonard Cohen
This song holds so many er memories... LAUGH AND CRY ANDCRY AND LAUGH ABOUT IT ALL AGAIN MARIANNE MARIANNE etc...
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